Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Got me thinkin'...

It's hard to compete with PERFECTION,
when everything you want is something that is SUPERFICIAL...

Puppy Clones?!? Hmmm...

PUPPY CLONES? GOING ONCE, GOING TWICE...
Biotech firm offers to reproduce dogs for 5 highest bidders

by Associated Press
updated 12:45 p.m. ET May 22, 2008

SAN FRANCISCO - A Northern California biotech company announced Wednesday that it will clone dogs for the five highest bidders in a series of online auctions. Some ethicists condemned the offer, fearing it could lead to human clones.

Opening bids start at $100,000 for the service being offered by Mill Valley-based BioArts International. The cloning process is to be performed by a South Korean scientist who suffered international disgrace after being found to have faked research.

BioArts chief executive Lou Hawthorne formerly ran Genetic Savings & Clone, which offered to clone pet cats for $50,000 but folded in 2006 because few were willing to pay so much.

But Hawthorne said in a phone interview that another service his old company provided — the storage of pet DNA for future possible clones — showed him the market for dog clones was strong.

"The average dog owner has a different relationship with his dog than the average cat owner," Hawthorne said. "The level of intensity on the dog side just dwarfed what we saw on the cat side."

To conduct the clonings, BioArts has partnered with a South Korean research team that recently created three clones of Hawthorne's family dog, Missy, who died in 2002.

The team was led by Hwang Woo-suk, who scandalized the international scientific community in 2005 when his breakthrough human cloning research involving embryonic stem cells was found to have been faked.

Tests performed at the University of California, Davis' Veterinary Genetics Laboratory found that DNA samples taken from Missy and the three other dogs appeared to belong to the same individual.

Hawthorne said that after spending 15 years with Missy, he is taking pleasure in seeing her mischievous streak coming out in her clones. They also like steamed broccoli just like she did, he said.

WOULD YOU PAY TO CLONE YOUR PET?

Some groups that monitor advances in genetic technology argue that the company's project, called Best Friends Again, could serve as a gateway to more unsavory practices.

"Many people consider pets to be part of our families," Marcy Darnovsky, associate director of the Oakland-based Center for Genetics and Society, said in a statement. "If we get used to cute cloned puppies, will some people expect cute cloned babies next?"

WARY OF WORKING WITH HWANG
Critics also have lambasted the project for its association with Hwang. Earlier this month, a researcher close to Hwang told The Associated Press that the scientist, who went into seclusion after the deception was exposed, had established a pet-cloning company in Seoul.

Hawthorne said he was wary of working with Hwang at first but said the Korean scientist had assembled the best technology and talent available. All of Hwang's results connected to dog cloning have been independently verified, Hawthorne said.

BioArts said in a statement it has been granted the sole license for cloning dogs, cats and endangered species using patented processes developed for the cloning of Dolly the sheep, the first successfully cloned animal.
Groups critical of the dog-cloning effort also say the process is cruel, arguing that hundreds of failures are typical before one mammal is successfully cloned.

But BioArts found that dogs are much less likely to miscarry or give birth to malformed offspring during the cloning process than other animals, Hawthorne said.

"If everything isn't perfect, it doesn't work at all," he said. "With other species, their reproductive systems are more tolerant of error."

The auctions are scheduled to begin June 18.

>>>>>.<<<<<

COOL huh?!? Hehehe :p
I'll have lots and lots of puppies!!! Doggies!!! :p
Love love love DOGGIESSSSS!!! Ahihihi :p
I'm a Certified Dog Lovahhh!!! :p

XOXO!!! :p

Blue Emotions

As I was browsing along my Multiply site, I got to go through the blogs I have posted there. This blog site wasn't up yet at that time, so I did my blogging there. I rarely do blogs before that's why I only posted a few of them there. Here's one I found rather interesting... (I didn't know I could verse well y'all!!! Hehehe :p) I wrote this blog around Christmas time last year I think...

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"Blue Emotions"

Why is it that, whenever I say something about what I feel about something or someone, it always turns out to be something I'll regret saying afterwards... I can't understand why... I keep on telling people that... I'm not affected, I don't feel anything about a certain thing or a certain person... But in the latter, I'll realize, maybe I still feel something deep inside me... Whether it may be little or actually feeling something more than I know of per say... It's just so hard for me to have all this mix emotions, mix feelings inside me... I don't want this to retain inside of me forever because I might never know when all of a sudden I'll breakdown from all this...

Questions bewildering my thoughts... Why does it still hurt even if I control and prevent myself not to feel that way... Why do I allow myself to be a prisoner of all these thoughts and feelings... Why are these things inside my mind, inside my heart... Why can't these 'Blue Emotions' leave me be... Why can't I just live peacefully every single day, with a clear mind and an unscarred heart... Why can't I just wake up every single morning, my mind and heart as a blank slate, and run my day as smoothly as it can be, without anything to think about, no hurt to feel... Why must I be the only one suffering from all of this... Does this even make me a smarter, stronger and a lot independent person amongst all others...

Lord... Why did you grant me this heart... A heart that can love and care for all people, no matter who they are, and never seem to get to hate anyone even if they've done me wrong so many times... A heart that can easily break, be scarred, be torned, be shattered into bits and pieces but can always forgive the person who made my heart suffer... A heart that only knows how to love and never hate... A heart that's strong as it may seem, but in reality weak in so many ways... Why me, why this heart... I ask this question not because I'm questioning how you made me to be, or because I'm regretting why I'm like this, I dare ask this because I want to make something clear to myself, that there are valuable reasons why I am the way I am... Why I feel the way I feel... Why I think the way I think... Why I live the way I live...

*sigh*... Maybe I know all the answers to these questions... Maybe right now, I'm just blinded by how miserable life is to me... Life hasn't been good to me lately... For quite some time it hasn't... I guess I just make up the illusion that my life is perfect, my life is happy... Magician as I may seem to be, I only know how to make illusions, not real magic...

I guess... I just have to roll with the punches... Yet again... Cause' if I don't, I am sure bound to get knocked over...

This is how strong my personality is... I even scare myself for being this strong... I'm strong not because I want to be, but because I have to... Or else... My life would end up, as black as the night sky in December evenings...

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MUY BIEN HUH?!? :p Hehehe :D
XOXO!!! :p

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

May 19, 1780: Darkness at Noon Enshrouds New England

By Randy Alfred 05.19.08 12:00 AM

1780: In the midst of the Revolutionary War, darkness descends on New England at midday. Many people think Judgment Day is at hand. It will be remembered as New England's Dark Day.
Diaries of the preceding days mention smoky air and a red sun at morning and evening. Around noon this day, an early darkness fell: Birds sang their evening songs, farm animals returned to their roosts and barns, and humans were bewildered.

Some went to church, many sought the solace of the tavern, and more than a few nearer the edges of the darkened area commented on the strange beauty of the preternatural half-light. One person noted that clean silver had the color of brass.

It was darkest in northeastern Massachusetts, southern New Hampshire and southwestern Maine, but it got dusky through most of New England and as far away as New York. At Morristown, New Jersey, Gen. George Washington noted it in his diary.

In the darkest area, people had to take their midday meals by candlelight. A Massachusetts resident noted, "In some places, the darkness was so great that persons could not see to read common print in the open air." In New Hampshire, wrote one person, "A sheet of white paper held within a few inches of the eyes was equally invisible with the blackest velvet."

At Hartford, Col. Abraham Davenport opposed adjourning the Connecticut legislature, thus: "The day of judgment is either approaching, or it is not. If it is not, there is no cause of an adjournment; if it is, I choose to be found doing my duty."

When it was time for night to fall, the full moon failed to bring light. Even areas that had seen a pale sun in the day could see no moon at all. No moon, no stars: It was the darkest night anyone had seen. Some people could not sleep and waited through the long hours to see if the sun would ever rise again. They witnessed its return the morning of May 20. Many observed the anniversary a year later as a day of fasting and prayer.

Professor Samuel Williams of Harvard gathered reports from throughout the affected areas to seek an explanation. A town farther north had reported "a black scum like ashes" on rainwater collected in tubs. A Boston observer noted the air smelled like a "malt-house or coal-kiln." Williams noted that rain in Cambridge fell "thick and dark and sooty" and tasted and smelled like the "black ash of burnt leaves."

As if from a forest fire to the north? Without railroad or telegraph, people would not know: No news could come sooner than delivered on horseback, assuming the wildfire was even near any European settlements in the vast wilderness.

But we know today that the darkness had moved southwest at about 25 mph. And we know that forest fires in Canada in 1881, 1950 and 2002 each cast a pall of smoke over the northeastern United States.

A definitive answer came in 2007. In the International Journal of Wildland Fire, Erin R. McMurry of the University of Missouri forestry department and co-authors combined written accounts with fire-scar evidence from Algonquin Provincial Park in eastern Ontario to document a massive wildfire in the spring of 1780 as the "likely source of the infamous Dark Day of 1780."

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Kung Fu Panda

I'm so excited for this movie... KUNG FU PANDA!!! I sooo, sooo want to watch this!!!
Hehehe :) I sooo LOVE LOVE LOVE PANDA... Hihihi :p Sooo CUTE!!! Hihihi :p
I like Master Tigress also... Hehehe :D She's meee... Hehehe :D

Featuring the voices of:
Po (Panda) - Jack Black
Kung Fu Master Shifu - Dustin Hoffman

Furious Five (Kung Fu Masters):
Master Tigress - Angelina Jolie
Master Monkey - Jackie Chan
Master Viper - Lucy Liu
Master Crane - David Cross
Master Mantis - Seth Rogen

Tai Lung (Snow Leopard) - Ian McShane

Excited!!! Excited!!! Ahihihi :p
Showing on: JUNE 6, 2008!!! Yayyy :p

Visit: http://www.kungfupanda.com

Mah Mammy Lizel... :,(

Mah MAMMY LIZEL is leavin' tonight to go to Australia. She'll be there with mah Arnie Barney for 4 years. I'm feeling BLUE... For the both of them are the two most precious people I cherish most in my life. I will miss them both so very much. Last night, as they drove me home from our lil' get together gimik, as Mammy Lizel was saying BYE to me, that's when I felt the sadness deep down inside me. I'm used to keeping the negative feelings inside of me, when someone is leaving I act as if I'm not sad at all and enjoy their company until its really time for them to leave. I always give out the impression of always being HAPPY. But when it's time for them to go, that's when the sadness I should already be showing rushes out. I'm actually happy for Mammy Lizel because she will be with her dearest Honey, mah Arnie Barney, for I know that they miss each other so very much. They've been away from each other for quite sometime now so it's just a good thing that they will already see each other for the longest time. It's actually hard for newly weds husband and wife to be away from each other. But I will really, really miss my MAMMY. I couldn't even let go of her hand last night, even going from the car was hard enough for me. I didn't want to go down and go home for I know that it'll be the last time that I'll be with my Mammy Lizel. I really felt like crying, but as much as possible I try my best to control the tears. What can I say... I'm just someone who is really EMOTIONAL. Especially at times of unexpected happenings.

Mah Mammy Lizel... I will miss you so very much!!! Take good care of yourself and I'm praying for your safe flight. Take good care of mah dearest Arnie Barney as well. Both of you are always in my prayers. Never ever forget that I'm always here for the both of you no matter what. You know how to find me. I might get a chance to visit you there in Australia. We'll see. But I'm planning it, really. Both of you are two people who I always have time for no matter how busy I am. I am never busy when it comes to the both of you. I love you both so very much!!! Don't forget your TrinaBaby... 'kei!!! I'm just here... :p

Basta kayong dalawa, mahal na mahal ko kayo!!! Sobra!!!
XOXO!!! :p Mwah mwah mwah!!! :-*

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Fool To Think

I can truly say that... I LOVE DAVE MATTHEWS BAND!!! :p
I'm a huge fan!!! I started to like their songs ever since I was in High School. Hehehe :p
Here is one song that I say... Fits me to a tee... As for right now...
Well... Let's just say... This song honestly speaks everything inside of me... Most of the time...
Enjoy! ;)

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Fool To Think
by Dave Matthews Band


Look at me dreaming of you
All I could hope is to have you
To have you walking with me
Laughing so in love, we two
Almost drunkenly
I did imbibe of this
Fantasy of you and me

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

I've grown tired of love
You are the trouble with me
I watch you walk right by
I smile, you do not notice me
Treat me recklessly
All you do is toss me pennies out
But the silence in me is screaming
Won't you come and get me?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
I'll be whatever gets you through

You make a mess of me here (was I a fool?)
I dance a thousand steps for you (was I a fool?)
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think?
Am I a fool, am I a fool for you?

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This song speaks entirely... of ME... ;)
Cheerios!!! XOXO!!! :p
Mwah :-*

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Ngiti

Minamasdan Kita
Nang hindi mo alam
Pinapangarap kong ikaw ay akin
Mapupulang labi at matingkad mong ngiti
Umaabot hanggang sa langit
Huwag ka lang titingin sa akin at baka matunaw ang puso kong sabik...

Sa iyong ngiti ako’y nahuhumaling
At sa tuwing ikaw ay gagalaw
Ang mundo ko’y tumitigil
Para lang sa iyo ang awit ng aking puso
Sana’y mapansin mo rin ang lihim kong pagtingin...

OVERWORKED!!!

For the entire week, I've been working in office from 10:30AM - 4AM. Talk about overtime. Not only that, there are times that I even go home at 6 or 7AM. I'm a 24 hour shift certified WORKAHOLIC!!! Well, I don't really see it as being workaholic, I'm just really decided on finishing my work as soon as possible. So that after the stretch, I can have a LONG, LONG, LONG vacation time.

I don't know what's with me, its just that, ever since I was even going to school way back then, I am the kind of person who is really determined in finishing everything that I need to do. As so called, MASIPAG nga siguro ako. I have this will power to do good in everything I do. I know... I know... You're perspective of me... Is that, my life is very tiring and what I'm doing is bad for me... I know that, and I am fully aware of that circumstance. Don't worry, I take care of myself no matter what happens. I really just can't put down my work just like that because there are people counting on me and people who need me. I am just doing my best. WELCOME MY WORLD!!!

I cannot answer the question if I'm happy in what I'm doing. It's rather complicated. I feel happy because my hard work pays off. (wink wink ;p) Not only that, I'm happy that people around me takes good care of me. I'm their 'BABY' and I'm really well taken care of by the people I'm with. On the negative side, I'm not that happy of the much work load we have. It's really tough. But as I always tell people, I am the kind of person who has a very strong personality that even sometimes I scare myself for being that strong. Maybe that's also the reason why I am the hardworking type. Because of that strong personality I am triggered to be determined to always do good in the things I do. Sometimes, when life gets tough, the tough gets going right?! I guess I'm the kind of person that will never back down on anything that is presented right in front of me. Never ever match me with a DARE, because I will never let you off that easily. Do you DARE?!?!? Hehehe :p

There's also this thing about me having a hard time sleeping when I am not able to finish my work. I get really bothered that I haven't finished my work so I couldn't sleep peacefully no matter what I do. Plus, my INSOMNIA acts up every now and then (INSOMNIA is another story though ;p). *sigh*

Oh well, this is my so called LIFE!!! You have to roll with the punches as they come right at your face. Never let down your guard and strike back as you guard that punch. Hehehe :p

Cheerios!!! :D
XOXO!!! :p

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Officially Yours

I just heard this song awhile ago... and I was like... 'This cool yo!' Hehehe :p It's by Craig David. He's like one of my old favorite R&B artist. Hehehe :p I always like his songs. Not too shabby, just the right tempo and melody that you can listen to while drivin' down the road and chillin'. Pretty good for a cruisin' home music in your dashboard radio right after a hard days work. Listen to it. Hope ya like it as I did. ;)

P.S. Don't OVERPLAY the song... For you'll kinda dislike it when overplayed...
Heck... HELLO!!! It's kinda R&Bish POP... So when it's overplayed, it's meant to be disliked...
That's MUSIC 101 for ya... Now back to our regular programming... Bwahahahahaha :p

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Officially Yours
by Craig David

ohhh yeah yeah
la da de la da de la da da da da do

thinking how the story goes helpless and wishing
put the film inside my mind but there's a big scene that I'm missing
as I reread my lines I think said this I should've said that
did you edit me out of your mind because in a flash you would disappear gone (gone)
before the curtain falls and we act this out again
maybe I should risk it all and state that

I'm officially going on the record to say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hoped that I would be this time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know for letting you go the way I did
unconditionally more than I ever was before
I'm officially yours

la da de la da de la da da da da do
traveling down this road again got to make a few decisions
don't want you to feel this hurt again thats why I'm hoping that you'll listen
if you let me press rewind I will rehearse every word I should have said
'cause girl I'm ready to make things right here on the stage so we can move on
and before the curtain falls and we act this out again
missing pieces of ourselves so stay

I'm officially going on the record to say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hoped that I would be this time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know for letting you go the way I did
unconditionally more than I ever was before

things I should I have said like I appreciate the time that I spent with you
inspire me with the smile of yours on your pretty face my world comes alive
now I know (and now I know babe) this time I'm not letting go
'cause I'm officially yours

oh officially everything you hoped that I would be this time I'll tell you the truth
I'm officially wrong I know for letting you go the way I did
unconditionally more than I ever was before

I'm officially going on the record to say 'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hoped that I would be this time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know for letting you go the way I did
unconditionally more than I ever was before

girl I'm unconditionally yours officially yours your man
girl I'm unconditionally yours officially yours I am

girl I'm unconditionally yours officially yours your man
girl I'm unconditionally yours officially yours I am

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Hehehe :D
XOXO!!! :p

Monday, April 14, 2008

Missing Mah SWEETIE CARISSA!!!

I miss, miss, miss Mah Sweetie CARISSA!!! Huhuhu :(
Right now, she's in the snowy side of L.A., USA!!! (As for what I heard, it's snowy there right now) Huhuhu :( CARISSAAAAA!!! Go home na... I'm officially Carissa-homesick... Ahihihi :p La lang... I just miss mah dearest girl!!! Hoping she'll be back by my birthday... Ahihihi :p I hope... Crossing my fingers... Hihihi :p I'm here, workin' mah butt off... While she's out there, GAMBLIN' in Vegas!!! and eating CRABSSSSS!!! etc, etc, etc. Ahihihi :p But I do hope she's enjoying her self hehehe :D

Sweetieeeee!!! Go back here na after you had fun there!!! Hahaha :D
We all miss yahhh mah dearest!!! I miss your hugsssss!!! Hug mehhhhh!!! >:D<
Hehehe :p Mwah mwah mwah :-*

XOXO!!! :p

Sunday, March 23, 2008

PataPon!!! :p

Pata... Pata... Pata... Pon...
Pon... Pon... Pata... Pon...
Chaka... Chaka... Pata... Pon...
Don... Dodon... Dodon...
Pon... Pata... Pon... Pata... :p

Mwehehehehehe :D I've been playing this game for quite sometime now, and I can truly say that I am officially ADDICTED to it!!! Ahihihi :p It's like I couldn't last a day without playing this game. It's been part of my everyday. Hihihi :p As of today... I've officially been playing for more than 18 hours already... and counting... Bwahahahahaha :D Talk about addiction huh?!? This game is next to the game I finished before... Brave Story... Hehehe :D Hmmm... Let's see... I think I play this game until 4am in the morning everyday, then I sleep at 4am, wake up at 830am for work, play again before taking a bath, bath time at 915am, off to work by 10am, arrive at work by 1030am, then work work work, then play again when I have time in the middle of the day, play again when I get home, then same routine over and over again everyday ever since I started playing that game. Even my older sister couldn't even get a hold of my PSP anymore bacause I keep on hogging it because of my addiction. Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

Maybe I should go to rehab or maybe attend like an AA meeting or somethin'... Except that it's for my PATAPON addiction... Mwehehehehehe!!! :D I will not let go of my psp not until I finish my PataPon game... Nevahhhhh!!! Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

PSP owners out there... Try this game... I assure you, you'll like it, you'll be addicted to it as I am... Mwahahahahaha!!! :D PATAPON ROCKS!!! Woohoo!!! :p

That's why I don't want to start 'GOD OF WAR' yet... Not until I finish my game... Because it's another game I look forward to be addicted to... The graphics was cool when I saw it, so I dare not tempt myself first... Gotta finish PataPon first... Ahihihi :p

Resist TEMPTATION... Temptation could be so sweet, yet undeniably ADDICTING... ;)
Me like temptations!!! Mwehehehehehe :p

XOXO!!! :-*

Sunday, March 9, 2008

PICTURES!!! Multiply!!!

New pictures posted in my multiply...

http://AnGeLCaThE.multiply.com

Visit mah MULTIPLY site!!! Check it out!!! :D
See yah!!! :D

You know you LOVE me... I LOVE yahhh too... ;)
XOXO!!! :p Mwah :-*

Mista Kabab!!! Woohoo!!! :D


The other day... Me and my dearest friends went out for dinner. I told them that I will treat them as from the roots of my overtime work everyday for the past month. Hehehe :D And I just really want to eat somewhere else other than your usual restos around. So we decided to go out and dine in 'LE CHING' in GREENHILLS. :) Waaa!!! When we got to Greenhills... Le Ching was already CLOSED!!! Waaa!!! I was so sad... Huhuhu :( We were so hungry at that time and as for our PLAN B... We go to Timog, QC and KEBAB!!! Ahihihi :p

MISTA KABAB!!! Our favorite Kebab resto!!! We sooo love love love Mista Kabab!!! Ahihihi :p As so we heard, Mista Kabab changed their usual location... So we were all so eager to see the new place. Plus, we were all sooo, sooo hungry so we needed to find Mista Kabab... and FAST!!! Or else... We will start to eat anything that we see... We were nearing to the point of eating each other... Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

The new Mista Kabab location was UBERRIFFIC!!! Hihihi :p It was sooo PIZZAZZZZZ!!! Hehehe :D As for my usual order... SIZZILING KEEMA is the best!!! I sooo sooo love love love KEEMA!!! Yum yum yum!!! :p We also tried their 'Potato Cutlet' which was really good as well. Service was A++... So fast... And the food... Of course... Ever sooo sooo GOOD y'all!!! :D It was as if we were all in HEAVEN when we ate there... HEAVEN I tell ya!!! Ahihihi :p The instant our orders came... It was like WARRRRR!!! We gobbled (Gobbled?!? Like a DUCK?!? Wahahaha!!! :D) our food as if there was no tomorrow... No one even dared to talk to each other... It was as if we didn't care about anything else in this world... I compare ourselves to DOGS... Ahihihi :p Cuz' dogs will get mad if you talk to them while they're eating... Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

I will always and forever LOVE LOVE LOVE Mista Kabab!!! :p Mista Kabab is THE BEST y'all!!! I tell ya... A++... Superb!!! ;) Mista Kabab will always be one of my FAVORITE restos of all times... FOREVER and ever!!! :D Try it... You'll be AMAZED!!! Ahihihi :p

XOXO!!! :p

P.S. Now you made me HUNGRY!!! Aya... :p
Oh yeah... After eating in Kebab... All of us actually turned CRAZYYY!!! Hahaha :D We couldn't stop laughing... Till' we couldn't breathe anymore... Wahahaha!!! :D Mista Kabab sure has an effect on us all... Or maybe cuz' we were just sooo hungry before we ate dinner... Who knows!?! Hihihi :p That's another story though... ;) Ahihihi :p

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Leaving On A Jet Plane... :,(

Today is a very sad day for me. My dearest sweetheart ARNIE BARNEY left for Australia na. He's going to be working there and will be there for 4 years. His lovey dovey, my MAMMY LIZEL was left here, pero she will be following him after a month there. Waaaaa!!! I feel so down right now. Cuz' I will miss my dearest Arnie Barney... *sigh*

Yesterday was his despedida in their house. I was the last person to leave him, and as he was walking me to where I will ride the cab home, as he held my hand... I couldn't help the tears fall from my eyes. I couldn't help but cry. I never ever want people to see me crying... Sabi ko kasi huwag nya ako paiyakin... Nakakainis naman kasi eh... Huhuhu :,( As I kissed and hugged him goodbye and waved at him through the window... As my ride was driving away from him... My tears started to fall deliberately. I couldn't make my tears stop from falling. I tried so hard to smile ever so sweetly so that he will always remember me smiling back at him as I left... But I couldn't help but cry. My entire ride home until I turned my keys on the knob of my doorstep... My heart felt so heavy and tears still continue to fall from my eyes... *sniff sniff*

I feel so bad everytime people will leave. I don't like the feeling of people leaving. Especially when the people who are leaving are the ones I love the most... Or the people who I am used to being with all time. It just breaks my heart to know or see people leave. I know for a fact that it's still not the end that we'll see each other, I know we will still see each other again someday somehow, but I always feel that a piece of my life and my heart parts away from me everytime.

Iniisip ko nalang na... We'll still see each other parin naman... We still have YM, webcam, Skype... We will still see each other no matter what the cost. You can never tell, baka I will be lucky enough to be able to visit you there wherever you might be. Arnie Barney, 4 years will be a short time. Wag' natin isipin na matagal siya. Sandali lang yun. I know you'll be back here in no time. Kaya bilisan mo sa Australia ha. Tapos uwi na kayo ni Mammy Lizel ha. Saka REMEMBER... YUNG INAANAK KO IUWI NYO DITO... Dito yan bibinyagan ha. Kung hindi man, padalahan nyo ako ng ticket papunta Australia. NINANG ako ha!!! Hehehe :) Gusto ko ispoil ang baby nyo... Hihihi :p

Arnie Barney... Ingat ka dun ha. Ingat ka sa flight mo. I will pray for safety. You will always be in my prayers. We will take good care of Mammy Lizel habang nandito pa cya. Mageemail ka ha saka magmemessage samin sa YM and GTalk. Gawa ka multiply... Post ka pictures!!! We will always have technology to communicate with each other. I will miss you so terribly!!! As in sobra!!! I'll miss hugging you, and kissing you, and holding your hand!!! Basta mamimiss ko ikaw!!! When Mammy Lizel naman leaves, mamimiss ko cya... Kayong dalawa na mamimiss ko!!! Your TRINA BABY will miss you sooo, sooo much!!! Basta always remember that, I LOVE YOU EVER SO MUCH!!! You'll always be in my heart!!! Love you love you!!! Be happy and enjoy your Australia adventure!!! Basta lagi lang ako nandito para sa inyong dalawa ni Mammy ha!!!

Don't forget your TRINA BABY!!!
Mwah mwah mwah!!! :-* Hugsssss!!! >:D<

XOXO!!! :p

Chong Bai

I like this song... :D I like listening to different music... Even CHINESE!!! :D Even if I don't really understand the lyrics that much, it's the harmony and tone I'm after... Ahihihi :p

Enjoy!!! :D

~...~

ni de zi tai
ni de qing lai
wo cun zai ni de cun zai
ni yi wei ai
jiu shi bei aini hui huo le wo de CHONG BAI

wo huo le
wo ai le
wo dou bu guan le
xin ai dao feng le hen dao suan le jiu hao le

ke neng de
ke yi de
zhen de ke xi le
xing fu hao bu rong yi zen me ni que bu gan le ne

wo hai yi wei wo men neng
bu tong yu bie ren
wo hai yi wei bu ke neng de
bu hui bu ke neng

~*~*~*~

feng zheng you geng
hai tun you hai
wo cun zai zai wo de cun zai
suo yi ming bai
suo yi li kai
suo yi bu zai wei ai er ai
zi ji cun zai zai ni zi wai

~...~

I got the ENGLISH translation for the lyrics of this song... Here ya go... ;)

~...~

Your attitude, your good graces, I existed in your being
You thought love meant being loved, you squandered away my adoration for you
I’ve lived, I’ve loved, but now I don’t care
Loving till' your heart’s gone crazy and hating till' your heart’s gone sour, that’s enough
Possibilities, opportunities - It’s sad they no longer exist
It’s really not easy to attain happiness, but still, why don’t you have the courage to try?
I even thought that we could be different from other people
I even thought the impossible could not be impossible (i.e. that the impossible was possible)

~*~*~*~

Kites have the wind, dolphins have the sea
I exist for myself
So I can understand, so I can leave (you)
So I no longer love because of love
I’ll live alone, apart from you

~...~

Nice huh?!? Hehehe :D

XOXO!!! :p

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Cheesecake... Yummm!!! :p

I sooo love love love CHEESECAKE!!! Ahihihi :p
I love BLUEBERRY and STRAWBERRY Cheesecake!!! :D

I don't get to eat these desserts often... I only get to have them at times...
Even if I love them... Ahihihi :p

There are times that you go to a resto and have these delicious desserts... But... At times, they're a bit off... If you know what I mean... At first, they taste good, right. Even just by looking at them. But after a few spoonfuls, it would taste odd to ya. People would say that its 'nakakaumay', and that you won't be able to finish the entire slice of cake even if the slice is smaller than a handful.

I actually look for the right taste of cake when I eat one. Like how it looks on the outside, I want it PERFECT inside out.

I STRONGLY recommend... Purple Oven!!! :D
I love Purple Oven... They make the best pastries and desserts there is... Plus they even make deliveries... Cool huh?!? They have a minimum of like P1000 or P1500 worth of orders and they deliver wherever you might be... Plus delivery is for FREE!!! When you reach the minimum, if not they can still make deliveries but with a charge of P100/P150... I think... :) Will get back at ya with the details on that one... ;)

I STRONGLY recommend the... BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE!!! :D
First time I ordered from them, I got the Blueberry Cheesecake... After that, I cannot forget it anymore. Everytime that we would order there, I would always get the Blueberry Cheesecake for me.

The taste was like... HEAVEN!!! :p I describe it as HEAVEN!!! :) Sooo PERFECT!!! Love it!!! :p When I ate it, I couldn't put it down. I couldn't stop eating it until I finished the entire small solo cake. It's my FAVORITE of all times!!! Hehehe :D You should try it... I tell you... IT'S GOOOOOD!!! :p Thumbs up!!! I will tell you, it's really good... Even if I stake my life on it... It's a piece of heaven here on earth... Hmmm... More like... a small solo slice of heaven here on earth... Mwehehehehehe!!! :D

TRY IT!!! TRY IT!!! TRY IT!!! :p
It's MAGNIFICO!!! :D Aldente!!! (Aldente?!? Isn't that for pastas?!? Wahahaha!!! :D)

XOXO!!! :p

Studio Photography

This is somethin' I picked up from a book I read which I STOLE... errr... BORROWED from the people I usually bug in the office... Ahihihi :p (Why did I become a BUG all of a sudden?!? I don't fly!!! Wahahaha!!! :D) I'm not a STOLERRR!!! Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

A lil' somethin' about STUDIO PHOTOGRAPHY... You don't necessarily have to be a studio photographer or taking pictures in a studio... You can be able to use these helpful hints even if you're taking just about any sort of picture... ;)

~*~*~*~

ELEMENTS OF PORTRAITURE
1. When you look through the viewfinder, think of the empyty frame as a blank piece of paper on which you need to arrange the various subject elements to communicate a particular message to the picture's intended audience.
2. In a studio environment, more often than not you have the time to take a considered approach to each picture. Before triggering the shutter release, look at the area bounded by the four sides of the frame and make certain that everything there is making a positive contribution to the composition.

~*~*~*~

BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOGRAPHY
Keep your options open. As a commercial photographer, the most prudent and flexible approach to the subject of black and white or colour is to keep your options open.

~*~*~*~

Aha... Aha... Aha aha aha... (Kuzco's tone) Hehehe :D Cool huh?!?
I didn't really read the whole book... Cuz'... I ain't got no plans, dreams or ambitions to be a STUDIO photographer... Hehehe :D Although that kind of work is not half bad... Ya know ;) But there are very informative sections that I read and picked up a thing or two... :D

I am a FRUSTRATED PHOTOGRAPHER... Because... I'm frustrated!!! Bwahahahahaha!!! :D Nahhh... Kiddin'... I ain't got much of the smart skills yet in photography... But I'm studying to be a good photographer and to be able to take good pictures... Everything starts from the BEGINNING!!! ;) Hehehe :D

Ciao for now!!! :D
XOXO!!! :p

P.S. I want a DSLR!!! Waaaaa!!! Huhuhu :(

Smack-A-Ghoul!!!

While I was transferring files from my external HDD to my laptop, and back and forth from my laptop to my external HDD, since waiting time for transfer takes so long... I got up, and tinkered with my ever so dear PSP. I MISSED YOU MAH PSP!!! Ahihihi :p I continued the game I was playing... SIMS 2... Hehehe :D In Sims 2, there is a part there where you have to make your sim play 'SMACK-A-GHOUL'... In 'Smack-A-Ghoul', you are in a graveyard with a shovel and there are zombies and ghosts who will rise from their graves and you have to smack them with the shovel. I just wondered, if that kind of scene can happen to you where you are in a graveyard with a shovel and you have to smack zombies and ghosts that comes out from their graves and will run after you. Hahaha :D I can just imagine... Me... Running... In HEELS!!! (Cuz' I just came from the office... HELLO!!! I practically spend my entire lifetime at work... Wahahaha!!! :D) With the shovel and bang up zombies and ghosts after me... Bwahahahahaha!!! :D I'm already terrified of ghosts, what more to gain courage and strength to smack them like hell... HELLO!!! Bwahahahahaha!!! :D

Or maybe... I should just smack with a shovel... The LIVING people I HATE!!! Hahaha :D That would be much fun... Dontcha think?!? Bwahahahahaha!!! :D Brawling... Is a serious offence... WTF?!? Where the hell did that come from?!? Mwahahahahaha!!! :D

P.S. I'm a LOVER of all... I don't hate y'all... I ain't a playa hater... Ayt! :D Chill!!! :p

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Not MY STARBUCKS!!! Nooooo!!! I Protest!!!

Just found this out from a site... Waaaaa!!!
Nooooo!!! You can't do this to me... I'm going to DIE!!! DIE I tell you!!!
Huhuhu :(

Read on the TRAGEDY!!!
http://www.iht.com/articles/2008/01/31/business/30sbux.php

DON"T LEAVE MEEEEE STARBUCKS!!!

P.S. Is this even true?!? I hope not!!! :(

Monday, March 3, 2008

Music For Love

As my day went by... Of course, here I am, TRIPPIN' wit mah MUSICBOX (aka mah IPOD)... My usual everyday, my Ipod in SHUFFLE mode... Since I have no time to search and look for the music I like to listen to... 'THANK GOD FOR SHUFFLE IN IPODS'... Mwehehehehehe! :D I suddenly came across this song... In an instant, it took my breath away... And I WAS IN LOVE... :P *sigh*

~...~

Music For Love
by Mario


Right about now.....

[Chorus]
Girl turn me up and let me come through your speakers
Blow the sound out of your tweeters
Cause babygirl this is the music for love
Shawty don't be scared, just let the bass line hit you
Boom boom, all up in your system
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love
Girl, let my frequency just flow through your body
Get this party started, cause baby, babygirl
This is the music for love
Put me on repeat girl, let's go again and again
No matter AM or FM
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love

[Verse 1]
Wow, we could play the music loud whenever nobody's around
Cause if the sound, it starts to wake up the neighbors
We're gonna have to turn it down, down, down, down
I'm about to have a real eruption, there's gonna be no interruption
Baby come push my buttons, I'll show you all my functions
Press play and let me start, fast forward to your favorite part
After we done, hit rewind and we'll go back to the top

[Chorus]
Girl turn me up and let me come through your speakers
Blow the sound out of your tweeters
Cause babygirl this is the music for love
Shawty don't be scared, just let the bass line hit you
Boom boom, all up in your system
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love
Girl, let my frequency just flow through your body
Get this party started, cause baby, babygirl
This is the music for love
Put me on repeat girl, let's go again and again
No matter AM or FM
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love

[Verse 2]
I'll keep you moving your body
I'll be the DJ, that turns this private party out
I'll play your favorite song
From my I-Tunes to your I-Pod girl
Girl I know how to put it on
Computer Love
And we'll do this all night long
And you can sing along
Just as long as you sing in my microphone
Oh, you ain't gotta worry about parental advisory
Cause girl we're grown
And the music we're making baby, we're making for love

[Chorus]
Girl turn me up and let me come through your speakers
Blow the sound out of your tweeters
Cause babygirl this is the music for love
Shawty don't be scared, just let the bass line hit you
Boom boom, all up in your system
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love
Girl, let my frequency just flow through your body
Get this party started, cause baby, babygirl
This is the music for love
Put me on repeat girl, let's go again and again
No matter AM or FM
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love

[Bridge]
Request me on the hotline, yeah
Tell the DJ to play it all night (girl)
When you call, let me hear what you sound like
Girl, we in heavy rotation, girl I'll be all on your station
Let me know
Request me on the hotline, yeah
Tell the DJ to play it all night (girl)
When you call, let me hear what you sound like (girl)
Baby, we in heavy rotation, girl I'll be all on your station
Let me know

[Chorus]
Girl turn me up and let me come through your speakers
Blow the sound out of your tweeters
Cause babygirl this is the music for love
Shawty don't be scared, just let the bass line hit you
Boom boom, all up in your system
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love
Girl, let my frequency just flow through your body
Get this party started, cause baby, babygirl
This is the music for love
Put me on repeat girl, let's go again and again
No matter AM or FM
Cause babygirl, this is the music for love

[Outro]
You miss on the hotline, yeah
Tell the DJ to play it all night, girl

~...~

HEAVEN!!! I was in HEAVEN!!! :p I have a new favorite!!! I sooo love love love MARIO!!! :p He makes me feel BUTTERFLIES in my tummy... Ahihihi :p His voice... It's like... Like... *sigh* :D He has a voice of a thousand ANGELS!!! :) His voice like a lark's song in the still of the night!!! :) Can I rhyme or 'CAN I RHYME'?!? Aha... Aha... Aha aha aha... (Kuzco's tone) I'm suddenly becoming POETIC?!? Woahhhhh... I can be a POET!!! Mwehehehehehe!!! :D BOREDOM makes me a poet!!! What an unusual thought... Hehehe :D Or maybe because I'm sick... BAHHH!!! What the hay... 'THIS DOWNAZZCHICK CAN VERSE YO'!!! Word!!! :p

Play it again!!! And again!!! And again!!! :D
Putting mah Ipod in REPEAT mode!!! Yeahhhhh!!! :D

XOXO!!! :p Mwah!!! :-*

Something I Never Had...

~...Something I Never Had...~

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don’t hear me and I don't understand
When I reach out I don't find your hand

Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll say dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can’t keep something that I never had

I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again

Then I come back down
They don't pay back and
Then I realize its just what might have been

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll say dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can’t keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a sacrate that you came
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll say dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can’t keep something that I never had
That I never had

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can’t keep something that I never had

You don't see me
You don't feel me like I feel you

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Coffee Pick-up Lines

From A Coffee Lover... To another...
Ahihihi :p I loved it when I read it... Can't stop laughing... Bwehehehehehe :D
Chessy... Of course... But very entertaining... ;)
Enjoy :)


* You're like my coffee, you keep me up all night.

* If you were ground coffee, you'd be espresso because you're so fine.

* Hold the sugar please, you're sweet enough for the both of us.

* Been thinking about you a latte :)

* Java number I can call you up at?


Picked this up at this site... http://spikedafter5.com/
Hehehe :D Somethin' about... "NAUGHTY WITH MY COFFEE"
Ooooohhhhh!!! Me like that huh!!! Hihihi :p

Realize

I am a 'GHETTO CHICK'... Always will and always will be... Since birth till' forever... But nevertheless I also like music other than my own R&B/HipHop genre. Like this song for instance... Check it out :D

~...~

"Realize"
by Colbie Caillat

[V1:]
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is,
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side,
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple,
No I can't spell it out for you.

[C:]
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
And will never find another.
Just realized what I just realized,
We'd never have to wonder if,
We missed out on each other now.

[V2:]
Take time to realize,
Oh-oh I'm on your side,
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize,
This all can pass you by... Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple,
No I can't spell it out for you.

[C:]
If you just realized what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
And we'll never find another.
Just realized what I just realized,
We'd never have to wonder if,
We missed out on each other now.

[V3:]
It's not always the same,
No it's never the same,
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way,
If you would meet me half way,
It could be the same for you.

[C:]
If you just realized what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
And we'll never find another.
Just realized what I just realized,
We'd never have to wonder,
Just realized what I just realized.

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

~...~

I have a heart set for songs with beautiful lyrics or lyrics I can relate to. Plain meaning in itself is nice, even the rhythm of the song is HEAVEN. Try listening to it. Me likey!!! :D Ahihihi :p

I truly recommend COLBIE CAILLAT songs!!! Thumbs up!!! :D

Toodles!!! :)

XOXO!!! :p

First Time...

Greetings! :D
Howdy!!! :D Ahihihi :p

It's actually my first time to ever consider creating my own blog site. I'm not really that much of a blogger person but, what the heck, we should always try SOMETHING NEW right. Hehehe :D After all, people would always describe me as 'the girl who always has a lot of things to say' or 'the girl who has lots of thoughts in her mind, thus, you will never get bored being with her'. Cool huh?!? :D Hehehe :D

As much as I can, I will try my best to be able to keep posts here in my blog site so... Keep in touch y'all... Ahihihi :p My everyday life is pretty TOXIC as I would say... Don't fret... You'll find out soon enough of my everyday undertakings. As long as you keep in touch, you'll surely be a part of my EVERYDAY... ;)

Ciao!!! :) For now that is... ;)

XOXO!!!